^10/22/03^ 9:26pm
hey yall!!! lol gawd been a long time since i updated my site! lol sorries!! sigh i got in a nother fight with my fricking father! grrrr i hate him lol end of story. anywh00 i talk to my crush tues and wed hehe!! gawd lol he sounds so great. lol i can't stop thinking about him. i dunno. i DUNNO!!! lol sry i'm crazy lol OMFG i HATE ms. shear! she's a fucking idoit! grrrrr i have her 1st period gawd i hate her i hate her i hate her! i don't think i hate anything more! (it's ok calm down becky...breathe...) lol sry i went off lol anywhoo back to my crush! omg i can't Xplain! when i talk to him sometimes i can't breathe and i have to remind myself...breathe...lol anywhoo i'm outtie
Mood: (dances)
^10/13/03^ 6:32am
well i got an email from my "so called" new crush last nite. not so new anymore lol. anywhoo things are looking up in the department lol he's 18, renting a house, owns his own car, and has a job that keeps him busy. i havn't told him of my website yet. i think i'm gunna next time i talk to him. i think he'll like it lol. i dunno y i havn't told him, it just hasn't come up in our convos (kinda a weird subject) lol i guess my Xuse is that he just didn't ask LOL so it's his fault!! lol good i'm glad i got that figured out lol
Mood: prolly that happiest i've been in a long time 0:-P
^9/6/03^ 12:33pm
lol hey every1~~ i just woke up LOL i love weekends! hehe okok well school has started and here's my new classes per1 u.s. history per2 physiology per3 english 3 per4 espanol 3 per5 algebra 2 per6 bball off season ooo yeh! lol okok well i am totally over my old crush! omg i realized last nite when i read his melo how much i dont like him anymore lol so sry lol he needs to get over himself and the girl that got away (btw that girl isn't me lol) i found a new guy! lol so i can drule over him hehe
Mood: Xcited and hyper lol!!!!!!!!!!!!
^7/31/03^ 7:13pm
hey yall!!!!!! lol Mz_beeEECKY here! so i finally talked to miss norrie for the first time in like all of summer! lol she's been doing X-country (as she puts it lol) i found out she got a 2 on the AP Exam which made me feel better cause i got a 2 also lol so i don't feek as dumb! lol (sry norrie lol) Today i saw Finding Nemo with my little sis, Angie. it was a really cute movie!! k well i'm outtie!
Mood: Blah!
^7/29/03^ 11:30pm
hey! i felt bad for not doing a proper weblog early today lol so here ya go! okok where do i start? last night there was a thunder storm....i was so scurred! lol i jumped like 3 ft in my bed! omg bball was so much fun today! they pushed us into the pool! omg it was so nice! right now i'm watchin Lair Lair with my little sister. it's purdy funny! lol well i decided that i totally miss my friends lol i miss hangin out with them, talkin to them, and most of all i miss meeting new ppl like everyday! needless to say i wanna go back to school. i'm over summer vacation! lol ok i'm outtie (heard that today i thought it was cute!)
Mood: happy (hoping everyone likes my updates! lol hint hint)
^7/29/03^ 10:11am
Don't gots much time but i updated like everything! lol okok i gots to go! buhbyes!
Mood: alright! lol
^7/10/03^ 2:19am
yeh i kno it's 2 am!! WTF am i doing awake? lol i unno i'm just not sleepy! lol my lil sis, angie, now sleeps in my room every night. i dunno y. she just does. i don't mind. i don't care. lol i mean yeh sometimes i want some time alone but what ya gunna do? lol. . . bball is getting harder. lol it's ok i mean i LOVE the game it's jus that we condition and it takes a lot out of me. i like to do it cuase i know it's good for me lol but i hate doing the acutal work. . . lol both my parents r sick :( it sux!! sigh they r always in a bad mood now. lol well when r they not in a bad mood?. . .i was looking thru some old pic of my family. i saw a pic of my mom and my real dad back in the day. and i saw my mom's mom, my grandma. she died be4 i was born but i take after her. lol and i saw my uncle dave, passed away real young from drinking too much. so sad...so many lives...gone without me even knowing them and still they had a connection to me. even tho i didn't kno them i feel as tho i lost something great...i missed out on something. the whole thing just made me sad. i wish would had known my real dad. atleast alittle...i don't even know what his voice sounded like. :(
Mood: sad...not sleepy
